The Worst Day of The Rest of My Life

Delusional.

That is the the best word that would explain last night.

My world was destroyed.

I was stuck in a cycle, of infinity that i could never break. I had tried so many times that it knew my every move, i couldn't break free.... couldn't regain control.

I was still semi-conscious of my actions, but not enough to control myself.

I became terrified.... unable to break the spiral into doom, into eternity. It was my punishment.... to remain conscious of my eternal loop throughout the remainder of time, but i kept lapsing in and out of reality. When in reality I fought to stay in control, but I wasn't strong enough to break free. I knew I had to wait out the waves, but i wasn't being patient, I couldn't lose control.... I couldn't....

I thought that death engulfed me.
My vision blurred.
All my senses ceased their operations.


I awoke from the nightmare.
Or so I thought....
It resumed it's reign of terror upon me.
I tried to keep track of time.... but it slipped away.




I was trapt in my own mind.